Thursday, August 19, 2010

It's time to get goin

As much as I miss my Dallas peeps (and 4 legged critters), I can't help but feeling like I left a whole load of bull shit behind. I finally escaped a rut that ran back to September '07, and every shitting feeling I've had since I was 12. I had no idea how much that town was weighing me down....I feel...brand a lot of ways. I've only sought a new beginning once before and that was for all the wrong reasons. For once in my life, I feel like I did the right thing--and it's actually paying off. "So please, please, please, let me, let me, let me, get what I want, this time."

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


Happiness is a fleeting feeling...One I haven't enjoyed often. But tonight, right now, I'm happy...and it feels damn good.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Lightning Strikes

Don't know what to say. Don't know what to feel.
The air is rarefied here. Strange.
New ground, new wounds, new love, new hate.

If I could tell you just one thing,
it would be thank you.
Thank you.
For the smile.

Never felt like this. Good but bad. Bittersweet.
Never felt this way. Have you?
Never wanted to say: Who are you?
Never thought I'd ask: Who am I?

I feel like I know better now.
Better than I did before.
I feel like I know something.

Are you thinking about me?
Am I thinking about you? Or just a dream? A fantasy?
Probably all of the above....I hope.

To inspire fully, freedom assumes nothing......yet.

Fit any?

I may have gotten to the same place, but at least I took a different road this time.
My god I hate this place. But it's home.

Monday, March 15, 2010

I would

If someone was here I would....
I would say something...anything
But no one is here.

If...If I ...
If I could...

that was a long time ago...
too long.
too damn long.

It's been so long since I felt something...
Since you felt something...
When will I see you again?
That's too soon